dear n,
as i sit here, alone. listening to seal sing, love’s divine. the words of sigmund freud comes to mind. “i observe that i do not gain what i wanted in you, and i shall lose my loved one if i continue. i have asked of you what is not in your nature, and i have offered you nothing in return. you have certainly given up the least valuable thing: the indispensable part, on which i hang all my feelings and thoughts.” i use his words, n, because in my present state, i cannot be fluent in thought. my demons are laughing, n. they are laughing in my head, but in their laughter i find, i have been a fool. so, here – here’s my heart, n. here’s my broken arrow. from now on, my atonement shall be my actions.
yours, m.
F-K 2016.
August 30, 2016 at 04:33
Atonement and the need for it is in you, not in the other.
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August 30, 2016 at 05:08
and the only way it works is through actions not empty words. thanks for reiterating that lesson.
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