as the situation should stand

i should be without you

as the situation shouldnt stand

i am with you

your acts words emotions

like a thin burrowing wire

are driving my limbic system afire

exciting my emotions

lesioning my brains

probing all practical emotions

erasing all emotions

of fear from my brains

no more misguided scuds of i

or parallactic ellipses of the cataracted eye

no more tears rusting on steel heart

no more marauders in heedless heart

i want to climb the ladder to your heart

clear cobwebbed fears in my room in your heart

i know these affects are irreversible

but why make these fears reversible

the fears of what shouldnt or might not be

for here is where i want to be.